Nutty Rant

I've got the blues. Or whatever you want to call them. Blues. Mullygrubs. A case of the nerves. I've got them all.

While I'm so excited for the Bean to arrive, I'm unbelievably unsettled by the unknown as pertaining to how we'll manage it all. Seems like a ridiculous worry considering the majority of adults on the planet have been through the same thing, but walking hand-in-hand with the mullygrubs has arrived an inability to rationalize.

So, my postings have been sparse.

Not to mention, it seems I was quite ignorant to the realities of the aches and pains associated with pregnancy. And for the love of Pete, I'm only to be sleeping on my left side!?!??! I wake up on my right side, on my back (though I'm sure I wake as soon as I shift to this position because it makes me feel as if I'm being smothered...), and even -- gasp -- leaning heavily on my enormous belly. Each time a panic strikes. Have I hurt the Bean?

And I love my doctor. I really do. But I'm feeling I may scream at her if she reminds me once more of the importance of "left side sleepinggggggg." AHHH!!!!!

I apologize if any spittle leaped through the screen onto your keyboard. You know what happens when lunatics get wound up.

OK. So, here's this week's photo. Don't I look comfortable? And on a funny side note, my boobs are actually quite a bit larger, but you can't even tell because of the enormity of my belly.